My September 11th Story

Brooklyn Bridge with September 11th attacks and smoke clouds in background against blue sky

My September 11th Experience

09/11/01, I’ll never forget. It was my freshman year at Winston-Salem State University. I had to work that morning at Yeatts Carpet Cleaners in Winston-Salem, and while at work on the shop floor one of my managers (Jason, who was a jokester lol) ran back and said a plane hit one of the twin towers. I didn’t believe him. He said, ‘Come see!’ So I ran into the office and I saw one of the most horrific images I had ever seen! As all our eyes were locked on the TV, the 2nd plane hit and my heart and stomach sank at the noise of the explosion and the torment of the people! “We are under attack and the world is ending!” my 18 year old mind thought. I left work early that Tuesday morning and went to campus…

Upon arriving, all classes had been cancelled so I went to the Ram Shack. It was so crowded that day with students, faculty, and staff watching every TV. One of my friends was a student from NYC. She was crying, frantically trying to call her mom who worked in the twin towers and couldn’t get through. I remember the Campus being a ghost town outside, and feeling one of the most lonely feelings ever.

Processing the Tragedy

That night we had a candlelight vigil, and I went home to be with my parents. I remember thinking “it’s all over”. So many people died, others were missing, and news coverage on every channel. I remember praying with my family. Our lives would never be the same again.

25 Years Later: A Message of Hope

Fast forward 25 years. It’s 2026, praise God! His grace is still on this country. I truly believe that is why we are still here. Regardless of our race, ethnicity, religion, culture, political affiliation, or differences it is evident that God isn’t done with us yet! I share my story because 3 generations have been born since then (Gen-Z, Gen Alpha, and now Gen-Beta) and it’s important for us all to stand up for what’s right. What’s noble. What’s true. What’s real. Most importantly, everyday is a gift from God that should never be taken for granted.

Looking back on that fateful day, I realize how profoundly it shaped who I am today. The events of 9/11 taught me resilience, compassion, and the importance of holding tight to faith during dark times. In a single moment, our sense of security was shattered, but it also unified us in ways that transcended all divisions.

Today, as a Christian rapper and “Neighborhood Hope Dealer,” I channel the lessons from September 11th into my message of faith and hope. I believe that our shared humanity and spiritual connection are far more powerful than any force of darkness. We must remember those we lost and honor them by living with purpose, spreading love, and standing up against hatred and division.

Voyage Raleigh Magazine Feature- Vintage Retroman

Hi everyone! I have to put God on display! I try to stay modest about stuff like this, but it ain’t about me anyway! So I was blessed to have the opportunity to be featured in the Voyage Raleigh magazine publication! Glory to God! Check out this feature when you have a moment. Thanks and God bless- Your Neighborhood Hope Dealer! 😇

Transparency

Check out my new song, “Transparency”. God bless you all.

New Song Release- U Can Run and Tell That, Homeboy!

Check out my latest encouraging song on YouTube! Thank you!

Wayside (New Song Released 04/14/21)

God help us. I hope my new song helps someone. 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

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Easter Sunday Podcast

Happy Easter everyone. Remember the Savior’s sacrifice today. Enjoy this 3-minute message. -Your Neighborhood Hope Dealer

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Tuesday Nite Live, 01/26/2021

Join Me On Facebook Live!

Join your neighborhood hope dealer this coming Tuesday, 01/26 on Facebook Live for an open and honest dialogue on what’s on the flyer! If you can’t stay on the full hour no worries, just plug in for 5-10 minutes or however long you can! 🙂 Bring your questions and your prayer requests! Who knows, I may even perform a verse live or something, lol. 😉 See y’all on Tuesday evening! -YOUR Neighborhood Hope Dealer!

I Celebrated my 4 Year Blogging Anniversary on 01/15/2021! Happy 4 Year Blog-A-Versary To Me!

Vintage Retroman in January, 2021

Greetings friends and fellow bloggers, it’s me C.P. The Vintage Retroman, YOUR Neighborhood HOPE Dealer! It’s so hard to believe that it has been 4 whole years since I started my blog, http://www.vintageretroman.com on 01/15/2017! I started this mission with a vision: To bring the cultures of the past to the present, to spread hope and encouragement, and to educate and entertain through writings, poetry and songs. I am happy to report that despite the challenges of life, God has sustained me to still be here in 2021!

Recently, I have been thinking alot about the future. My children are now 17, 14, 11, and 9 years old, so much of my time has been invested in making sure they have everything that they need. With the current turmoil going on in the United States, I am hoping for a better future for my children. With that being said, this past year with COVID-19 we have connected on a level that we have never been on.

My family, New Year’s Day 2021

During the time I was working from home, I introduced them to a lot of classic music from the 70’s and 80’s, and I started making my own music and using samples from the 70’s, 80’s, and 90’s. All of my music is on my YouTube channel, free of charge! (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCllZ2c5bmKo_qwoHbzLguJQ) I believe that my kids have gained a greater appreciation for the cultures of the past. I know I have. Sometimes it is an escape from what we have to deal with.

My wife blessed me with a Nintendo Switch for Christmas 2020. It’s funny, because I have found myself playing more of the older NES and SNES games in comparison to the newer games. It’s something about the way they make me feel. They take me back to a simpler time in life. A time before hardship, before responsibility. A time when I didn’t have to be a serious teacher of youth called my children. A time when my biggest fear was if I would get picked on by girls for my haircut, or my parents buying the wrong video game because it was cheaper in price!

One big change this past year was the birth of my nickname, “YOUR Neighborhood Hope Dealer!” I got this name from the Friday night Christian Hip-Hop parties I was hosting on Facebook live from April 2020- August 2020, at the height of the COVID-19 pandemic in the summer. I started thinking, “People need hope like fiends need dope”, so I ran with it! It has really caught on well! My audiences on Facebook, Instagram, and YouTube love it! I love music of all types, so I am glad that God blessed me with a gift to help people with it!

I will end this blog post with some original lyrics from one of my songs, entitled “Some Real Talk” ft. my oldest daughter Zaria, aka Z Bank. 🙂

“Cause’ Hindsight’s 2020/ I’ve got the Spirit of God that’s flowing right through me/ I know my worth when the enemy is lurking/ I push up, hands in the air, so they call me burpee!/ and surely, by now yes you know what I’m all about/ Your Neighborhood Hope dealer coming out the south/ A hybrid of hip-hop, the old with the novel/ A fusion of the past and present, call me time travel!”

If you would like to listen to “Some Real Talk!” ft Z. Bank, here is the link: https://youtu.be/QrcKJeoMLRA God bless you all in 2021! 🙂

Original Christian Hip-Hop by me and my daughter, 2020

Gettin’ It! (New Song Released 01/19/2021)

I’m so excited to bring you all my new release “Gettin It!” I put a lot into writing this song under the power and influence of the Holy Spirit. If you have a quick 3 minutes, check it out! -YOUR Neighborhood Hope Dealer! 🤟🏾

Watch “A Feeble Attempt..(New Song 2021) ft. Adele (Adele “Always” Sample Credit to Psychosoundsbeatz)” on YouTube

Have you ever felt like you don’t measure up? Check out my new song “A Feeble Attempt”. I hope this new song touches the people. -Your Neighborhood  Hope Dealer